I cried when I saw this...farewell 2010..

I didn't prepare any post for the New Year, I didn't have the time...sorry.

Didn't even thinking of posting anything at all.

I was just resting & reading status on Facebook.

My mind was blank...until I was looking at pictures on my blog.

I was doing a lot of changes on my blog the last few days...

and I was having 'creative block'. I wanted a new change for my blog.

Editing & deleting some stuff...and

saw all the old posts... and started to reminiscing.

Gosh what have I done?

Where am I?

What is this?

Is that me??

Some make me smile, some made me laugh hard!

Some are just plain silly. Some made me so emotional...

Most of the time, I was rushing between time, places

& spaces that I didn't take time to breathe...

I didn't notice.

I did not take the time to enjoy the moment.

But at the end...

looking at these picture above...

I did!

I did what I wanted to do for the longest time.

I want to capture me...I wanted to preserve a memory.

When I was young, I hated to be photograph.

Now that part of me growing up was not preserved,

it seems that I didn't exist...at all.

My childhood memories are just in my head,

and soon they will just fade away...

I was afraid to have a picture of me taken then.

I was afraid people would laugh at my pictures...

because I was a fat kid...

Now, I know that I was never born skinny..

I was not meant to be a model...

I knew that long time ago...

and I've been thru' all the agony of

wanting to be skinny & being accepted.

I guessed I've grown out of it.

The only acceptance and approval that I

need is from myself.

You can still laugh at my pictures now.

I don't mind at all. Seriously.

Now, before I die, at least my dearest friends

& love ones know that I do exist...

and they have a place/pictures for that...memory.

I was never a model, you can hate me

for being vain, shameless or over indulgence of oneself.

I'm just carrying on with life...

Life is who you are, that's God's precious gift

to you to make use of it in this moment.

You will never have a second chance again,

which you already know that.

This moment of life cannot be under utilized

because there's more inside of us then we know.

Moving onwards, a new year is here..

I don't want to make resolutions.

But I want to remind myself & you fabulous

people who has been there for me from the start,

to face a 'BRAVE NEW YOU'.

Because sometimes, we face obstacles alone...

and it's hard to do it alone.

I know a lot of you out there are so talented and gifted,

shine thru' this year! Make it happen!

Do the things that you always wanted to do!

Be in the picture!

The ones who laughed at you are the ones who are lost inside...

With this, I bid farewell 2010...

welcome 2011!

CHEERS!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

p.s. Don't hate me cuz' I'm a fashion blogger.

Thank you.

I-ZCREAM THE NEW YEAR 2011

A new year is a chance for a new you, make it a brave one!

Here's to a Brave New You for 2011!

Make it Fashionable!

Happy New Year!

Wishing the absolute best for you!

CHEERS!

Love,

Moey.

Definitely Fashionably 'Dysfunction'!

'DYSFUNCTION'

SPRING/SUMMER 2011

WOMENS WEAR

by DEPRESSION PEOPLE.

Don't go color blind on Fashion darlin'...

Monochromatic or black & white is the most

wonderful fashion theme that can ever happen.

It can never be out of style.

"Dysfunction' Spring/Summer collection by

Depression People is one almost too perfect example.

The collection for both mens & womens are

androgynous, which is fantastic cuz' it's

all about personal style now.

Choose your own kookiness with these

great pieces with new lovely silhouette.

This collection is an eccentric looks of the best

fashion influences from Gaga to Mary Quant

to almost Neo-Nautical.

'

'DYSFUNCTION'

SPRING/SUMMER 2011

MENS COLLECTION

I'm loving the Mens collection, of course!

Monochromatic is one big fashion trend for Spring/Summer 2011.

Be it in Black or White or other color palette that you love.

Mixed it up with lines, patterns & textures to

achieve this fashion looks, or else just...

Revamp up your wardrobe with some of these great pieces!

Get 'Dysfunction' this Spring/Summer with Depression People at:

Stores:

Parco Marina Bay, #P2-21

Far East Plaza, #04-41

Website: http://www.depression.com.sg/

Pictures from depression website.

Travelounge: A Christmas Special Around the World.

So, this is Christmas!

What a wonderful time of the year, where places are

nicer and so do people. (Yes! we are nicer around this time)

Lovely atmosphere, the weather is right...

the mood sets into your heart, love, peace & harmony.

This is the time also to reflect & be grateful for

all the things that HE has blessed upon you.

Share! with the people less fortunate that you.

Pay it forward, the agendas that you have hold

in your heart.

Give some and get back some.

Expect nothing in return.

Smile generously....

The awesome part is when you got to see the

celebration out of your town.

Here are some of the places in Los Angeles

when I was there in late November.

These places are already decked out in

Christmas lights & decoration in full show!

I'm glad & thrilled to have experience this.

This is a small town of Pasadena.

Great place to hang out for shopping & dinner.

Love the view of this place, where you know

that you're really not in Singapore.

There always a similarity in places where you think

that, 'oh! we have this like in Singapore'.

...but not this.

The feel is totally magical, with the lights

& esthetically, I never seen it before.

Almost like a movie set!

Grove in Los Angeles is a spectacular small

cozy town, it's like a mini Orchard road.

It's dazzling with lights all around.

I love the tramp ride, the vintage train bus

run across the area to take you within Grove.

It's so fun especially at this time.

This is where friends & family meet & hang out.

Just to enjoy the view, have dinner, a movie

and enjoy each other company.

Click! Click! Click!

This quirky decorations crack me up!

LOVE IT!

They are part of Christmas display in

Central World Mall, Bangkok, Thailand!

So now you guys know where I took & pose

with my eyes closed with this picture.

The bloody red velvety sofa was so

comfortable that I wish I could bring that home!

Check out more of these quirky & fun

decorations!

OH! So adorable!

HO! HO! HO!

I'm loving Mariah Carey's New Christmas Album!

This one she performs 'O Come All Ye Faithfull' with

her mother, Patricia Carey!

What a talented family!

'till next Christmas...

I wish you the all the best things may bestow upon you..

Enjoy this one!

Have a Fabulous Fashionable Merry Christmas!!

By the woods by the woods

Lost in the woods, could be just like lost in your heart...

Don't lose yourself babe or your fashionable identity.

Stay true and don't be blue...

Woods by woods you travel searchin'

for where you belong...

It's in the woods, that we will find our roots...

Finally, when the sun shine thru', you'll realized

that who we are truly....

That...there's always a part of us belong

to something else...
we are fashion people,
we need to travel to keep up...
with the style, trend and the fad..

It's our history, in the woods...

Where it's all begins.

From the roots, sticks & stones...

the rich brown soil, the fallen leaves...

Finally, from the crisp air of the woods

that we breathe.....

We realized that we are just wonderer on this earth.

We all are, no matter who you are...

Someday, we will return to our roots.

By the woods by the woods....

A wanderer, like you, I have found mine...

There's always be a bohemian child inside.

For Fall/Winter warm season, the child is born...

this time it's military inspired with mixed

feel of a luxe traveler....

Don't get lost.

Find your fashion roots.
Who you are?
What is your style?

Decay Beautifully....

Zara Tee, scarf (tie-dye)

Forever 21 scarf (black with wooden beads fringe)

Just Cavalli dirty Brown Denim

Bonia Vintage leather shoe.

Balenciaga leather Bag.

wooden beads necklace & bracelet flea find from Australia

Marc Jacobs Sunglass

Black Topman Fedora

Brooches from Bangkok flea find.

Location: Singapore Botanical Garden

Christmas Best Picture Contest!!

Hey fabulous!

'Tis the season of giving!

This Christmas, I wanna share & celebrate

with all of you especially the readers who

has been zcreamin' with me!

Send me your best fashionable, stylish, party

or just a picture of you capturing the

spirit of the Holiday!

As you know, I'm all about moods & inspirations!

Anything goes!

The most AWESOME picture will win

a $50 shopping voucher!

'Tis the season to SHOP!

I love to shop and I want you to shop!

So, what are you waiting for?

You'll be shopping for free!

Oh! Did I forget to mention?

The winner of this contest

will get to choose the choice of her/his

shopping voucher!

Be it Topshop/Zara/Forever21 or others!

Just tell me where you wanna shop

and I will get you the voucher of that brand worth $50!

Send me thru' email or simply post your picture

on my facebook page! Indicate, 'X'mas Contest!'

Simple.

If you need more clarification please contact me.

Contest opens to all Singapore readers only.

For my international readers, my apologizes!

If you wish to send your picture across for fun sake,

please do! I will mention your site name if you have a blog/page!

Let's get in the fun & get that VOUCHER!

Dateline: 29th December 2010.

Remembering Model Bonny Hicks, SilkAir flight 185 Crash 19th Dec 1997

On the 19th of December 1997 SilkAir Flight 185 crashed

into the Musi River of Indonesia, Sumatra, killing everyone on board.

The news that shocked the nation will always be remembered

by all loves ones & dear friends.

Bonny was one of the passenger, she died at the age of 29.

I missed Bonny so much...that every year at this time

I will read, 'Heaven Can Wait' by author Tal-Ben-Shahar.

The book eulogized her, covers a honest short-lived

intimate of the mind friendship between Tal & Bonny.

A friendship that lasted a year, sparks

intellectual & profound conversations between them

was brilliantly written by Tal.

I had the chance to met Bonny years before

she died, I remembered being so shy meeting her.

She was a beautiful & a stunning lady, a model definitely.

I smiled before her & she presented me

GO magazine with her autograph on it

I was thrilled!

We never spoke, but I will always remember

her smile. I knew she was special.

Special enough that God loved her more.

Her autograph, I framed and it sits on

my writing desk, like a little shrine until today.

Every time I need inspiration, I look at Bonny.

Dear Tal,

Where ever you are,

Thank you for this gift.

Thank you for the note.

I've never forget to spread light & goodness

wherever I can or go.

Where I am right now, I have learnt something or two...

It's the light themselves are always in front of us, sometimes

we just choose to be blind.

Reminder to another human being justice & forgivable

and that is wholesome goodness.

Love,

Moe

I always wonder, until today,

that there will be no other model/persona in Singapore like her.

A talent, a God send, a message behind

that ourself need to unfold, she was almost an angel.

Till now, I believe that don't wait for time,

do the things that you always wanted

to do before you're gone...

Do it now. Do it right.

Do it beautifully.

That's the message for myself...

because like Bonny had said,

"The brevity of life on earth cannot be overemphasized.

I cannot take for granted that time is on my side—because it is not....

Heaven can wait, but I cannot."

People can say what they what,

if we keep listening & be afraid...

we can't live, we can't move on.

We need to change, that's part of life process.

It's our responsibility to make sure our soul

can't be mundane or life is useless.

She will always be my inspiration for this life.

I will not plead, 'Bring back my Bonny to me',

because I know she's in a better place now...

that because of her,

I am alive.

Thank you Bonny.

Bonny Susan Hicks.

January 5 1968 - December 19 1997.

A model, a writer & Philosopher

Bonny also written:

Excuse me, are you a model?

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